-ScrewDriver FreeWrite- by twisted-whirl, literature
Literature
-ScrewDriver FreeWrite-
Staring at the wall again, with nothing to hide
You let your emotions run rapid
Youre a lost soul
Searching to know your barriers and limit yourself to YOUR expectations
So you do it
Punching and creating a giant hole in the wall
Counts for the holes in your heart
Oh, about 35 of them
Crying red tears that are full of rage,
And they run into your mouth,
Tasting the saltyness of pain
You leave the wall, broke open,
Only to stream down the stairs into the garage,
Where you know your dad keeps his exacto knife
Visions blurry, so you run into things on the way out
Searching for your only escape,
And youre twitching now because yo
I love the way you hurt me
It taught me to know pain
I love the way you yelled
It taught me to reconize vain
You never knew what you did
You kept my life from me
Just simple things you said
I love the way you taught me
To grow and learn
And from your mistakes,
I finally got what I earned
How is it
you can mezmorize a crowd,
with just one glance?
your eyes,
mysterious, intense, personal, reavealing
your mouth
so perfectly lined that when you smile,
your emotions run through your lips
you're so dark, yet so real
you set boundries
But only to cross them yourself
you hold yourself back
making sure everything is right
you're so emotional, and not afraid to show it
you have charisma, you have strength
you're independant
you have goals you would like to reach
you have a future
you mezmorize a crowd when you walk in a room by
you being you
When I look outside,
the trees are lined perfectly,
the flowers are in bloom,
the sun is shining and,
there is a cool breeze,
softly how the clouds move,
to the sound of the ocean waves,
it seems that the world is in perfect tune,
i wish I knew the melody,
I wish I lived in that world,
where everyday is bright and,
everything is so full of life,
I dont know such light,
or know a creature alive,
than myself,
my world is dark,
full of ghosts and,
spirits of the past time,
a world where,
no one is around to tell my fears,
or share any glimpse of happieness,
no one ,
at all,
except me
tomorrow, if it rains,
those are my tears falling for you,
tomorrow, if the sun shines,
I know that you are smiling,
because I am looking upon you,
tomorrow, if the sky is cloudy, dark and gloomy,
that is how I truely feel inside because I miss you,
tomorrow, if you are here,
I will cherish you as if there was no tomorrow
What is love\par
Is love a kind possesion\par
Or a cruel being\par
Is love all a person can ask for
Or the thing they want least in their lives
Is love full of laughter and truth
Or is it full of hate and dishonesty
Is love meaning forever
Or is it a once in a lifetime thing
Is love the touch of a persons hand
Or the sound in their voice
Is love the feeling of warmth when you see them
Or is it a materail thing
Is love what you call what I'm in
Or is it fake
Is love something I want
Or is it something I should stay away from
Will love treat me good
Or will it mess up my life forever
No one ever said it was going to be easy\par
did you expact life to be breezy\par
No one loves you\par
No one cares for you\par
In this world everyone is selfish
They think of you as selfless
Why cant they take the time
To listen to you cry
Does anybody care
Do you even dare
To take the chance
To make a scene and
Make a stance
They wont get it
They'll just have a fit
Screaming and yelling
Its your life they're selling
Would they miss you if you left
Could your worries be put to rest
They'll never know
Just how you feel
Unless you take your own life
And show them what's real
Maybe then, they will get your anger and pain
I will keep you up
You promised
I will comfort you
You promised
I will be there for you
I wont turn my back
You promised
I love you
Wasnt that a promise
I want you in my life
That too, a promise
You let me down
You failed my comfort
You dragged my heart out
I loved you
I promise
I'm much better now
You should see me
I smile, I laugh
My life is wonderful
But did you notice
When I was gone
All the weight you carried on my shoulders
Was lifeted
I can love, I can be who I am
You kept me down
You were selfish
You didnt know me
You still dont
I did care for you
But thats in the past
You're a part of my life, I'd rather forget
But thanks to you
I am happy
Thanks to you, I've grown
I am more aware of people
I dont want to be used again
It hurt, but I've gotten better from it
Thanks to you
I'm a brand new me
I will love you
Forever and more
I will love you
More than I ever have before
I will keep you close
And never let you go
I will keep you close
And forever hold you so
I will open my heart
And say how I feel
I will open my heart
And tell you whats real
I will never be angry
So I'm drivin to hate
I will never be angry
I will always co-operate
I will love you
Forever and more
I will keep you close
And never let you go
This Skin
I cant stand this skin
It's dark, gloomy, but also transparent
Everyone tends to look through it
It's thoughts, feelings,
They dont count
Its been taken advantage of many times
It's been cut, bruised, and killed
Time and time again
But the enemies dont care
They keep cutting
Making the wounds deeper
Testing the limits
Its had enough
It cant take anymore pain
No more torture
The skin I cant stand it........
I cant stand my skin
i pretty much am in love again..
have been for a while,
just too dumb and scared to admit it..
after 5 years with no change from my ex,
i was def going to take this one slow..
glad i did
happy he accepts me and my mistakes that ive made...
oi
i love it :D
its goin, havent had much time to browse around on here. looking for another job, cant really seem to keep one. lol and i got into playing world of warcraft... so im a bit of a loser *shrugs* saves me money i guess .... oh oh and i adopted a doggie from the shelter . ill show ya some pics some time how are you doing? what are you up to?
hey amber its cindy whats up> hows ur new school i see you and steve are doing good tell him i said hi and everyone else
,i already moved but i go back in town everyone once in a while ill have to go see you soon and maybe ill be back over the summer!
well keep up your photography and poetry its awesome o and see if u can put sum of my stuff up i can take pics of or sumthing n email em to you i looked at my old stuff and it sucks :0/ anywho email me sumtime woman tell ur mom i said hi and ill draw her a oic i ddnt forget and and give ur new addition to the family love for me love ya bye
Mmm mostly my friend dry my hair because it's hard to do it at the back side of the head you know. At the other side i could do it because i only have to dry the red part and can just "paint" over the black hairs
*waves* hey there, love your id, im sure you probably did it awhile ago but i just noticed it now hehe ... and great new avatar its pink and stripy! woooo ! lol
... well ill see you around *waves* byebye